CONTRACTIONS LABOR AND DELIVERY

31st August 10am woke up with niggling pains. I'm thinking I'm starving, got up and stuffed my face. Pains are still there, I might need the loo spent a hour on the loo nothing looks like the big moments on its way texting my friends need to walk somewhere and i dont want to be on my own or go to my mams friends arent in god i have to go to mams get there mam i have pains think its happening and shes more excited than i am bitch ... walked to my nans shouting my mam up the stairs to have a look in the toilet at some white goo its my mucus plug coming away its definately happening ... rang the other half at work told him i was having pains that at this point was getting abit annoying but i was going nowhere without my tea so i went and had a take away ... 10pm mam and aunty came for me to take me to the hospital poor aunty gills shitting it driving me to the hospital and shes pregnant herself waited forever in maternity assessment was given some painkillers finally half 11 i get seen and get checked out its happening and 2cm dilated get moved to the labor ward and was got in a nice warm lavender bath water soothed the pains but as soon as i get out the pains hit me and im given gas and air middle of the night im checked again and im only 3cm i try and get some sleep 8am comes im checked and im 5cm im finally moved to delivery half 10 my waters are broken which was complete bliss as some pressure was taken off my lady parts and 1st september 2010 at 11.15am Lili-Zafina is born weighing 4lb 13oz my first words? shes aweful i dont want her the nurses thought it was funny and told me not to be daft high as a kite on gas and air and i remember saying alot of funny stuff such as midwife sat at the end of the bed talking to me i opened a eye to look at her and i came out with aww norr not you again shes started laughing and asked if we had met before i said no iv been dreaming of this for the last 5 weeks :S then i could the nurses talking about going on holiday and a nurse walked in with a squeeky trolley thing is no one was in the room i told darren i hated him when he asked really i said nor i dispise you i was like the bloody exorcist i remember a nurse saying its time to push and my dad walked out and i screamed for him but he was never in the room my aunty sarah holding my hand and shouting at me not to scratch her nail varnish she had just done it and my aunty gills outside the room crying her eyes out still shitting herself im glad she took the stronger drugs i stuck with gas and air i was given pethidine but it was given too late and only kicked in after the birth

heres our little girl

and yes she does have bilateral cleft lip and hard and soft palates